u don't love me

'You don't love me, big fucking deal'

and that line from the song 'Starring role' by Marina describe me, and us, if there's an 'us'.

you did something that no one else did, you keep me hanging, waiting for more everytime.

but 'everytime' was as full and empty as the 'first time'.

so why do I expect more?

if I know this is all there is.

so I finish this short words, with the next line on that song...

'I'll never tell you how I feel'